Have you ever met someone you can actually see a potential future with but the situation doesn’t seems right and even if you both wanted to be together and share every moments with each other, you both know that it’s impossible to happen because you should take this way and he/she must take the other way, both of you are like parallel lines, you have no chance to meet? We met at the wrong place at the wrong time. And I don’t understand why destiny allowed us to meet when there’s no way for us to be together. I don’t understand why our paths have crossed when there’s no way for me to hold your hand and be like, you’re mine. I don’t understand why my heart told me that it’s you whom I will wake up to someday when I know that our future together is still blurry. You’ll always be that best thing I can never have, for now. But I used to believe that everything happens for a reason. I believe that there’s a reason why we can’t be together now, that we should make ourselves ready first before entering that stage of life wherein we can finally become one. There’s a reason why I met you and why I should also say goodbye. There might be no promises, no assurance that when we met again some other time, things will finally fall into the right places because the situation can get a little more worse preventing us from completing the whole puzzle, but I’ll stick to my beliefs that in the end, it’s still you and me.
We have to take two different roads for now. But that doesn’t end there, I know. In the future, we’ll meet again. That’s why we don’t have to shed a tear for now. We don’t need to ask ourselves “Why can’t it be?” Instead, let’s make a lot of memories. Let’s live our life to the fullest. So when the day that we bump to each other again in a coffee shop, there’s a lot of stories and experiences we can tell each other. There’s a lot of happy moments and valuable life lessons we can share. We’ll laugh together at those embarrassing moments of ours. We’ll build the puzzle again, but this time, clues are everywhere and it’ll be easy. We’ll rekindle the fire again. We’ll start again. Those were juvenile fantasies I know but I’ll stick with that. Things will get better and this is just temporarily. The next chapters are still a mystery. But I know there’s a part there where two people who are not totally strangers yet seem too strange for each other will meet again for the second time and then everything will run smoothly after that. Till we meet again.